So forever isn’t as long as one might think, in some cases. Autumn has decided to, instead of begging for release like normal, just pull the plug, and claim abandonment for not talking every day (which we were, just not in SL), so, it really shows me that it wasn’t as real as I’d hoped it to have been in all that time we were together. What she did is not something I can ever accept, especially considering we were talking day after day after day, maybe not about anything and everything every day, but we still talked. A slave should not always expect her owner to engage in conversation all the time, nor just wait for him to do so, but to engage, show her interest, talk about things, anything. Express desire to serve, to please, to show interest, everything, and more.

I care for people as much as they allow me to do so. I cared very much for this slave, as I do all my slaves that I own fully.

Out of this, though, I’ve got new opportunities I suppose, to find slaves that are okay with poly more so than autumn was. I’ve already taken the time now to start to get to know a few. Kat has returned to me, and is quite excited about it, from what I can tell. Sandiee is another girl whom I’ve been getting to know as well. We speak sometimes in Discord, but of course with the holidays, there’s a lot going on all around.